I’ve done a lot of bad things in my life. I’ve lied, cheated, smoked, taken, drunk. It took me along time to realise what I was doing. This is my problem. I can’t let go of these things. I feel guilt all the time. regret for the people I have hurt; it’s a horrible feeling. I would do anything to take back some of the things I have done or said. I think it’s because I have so much love for people.

It’s hard to accept, but sadly we can’t change the past. We can’t go back and change something to the way we wanted it to happen. Because life’d be meaningless and just not worth living. But we can learn from our mistakes and we can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, we will all make mistakes. And yes, we have horrible times in our lives, when it seems we don’t want to keep trying anymore – but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a bright future ahead of you.

Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a complex. By the time we have become wise, we have to leave. Until then I guess we will keep making mistakes and trying our hardest not to live with regret. I’m studying now; doing something I love, so I’m making the best of life. I also got rid of the bad people from my life.

I’ll leave you guys with a couple of quotes. Xxo

You ask me about regret? Let me tell you a few things about regret, my darling. There is no end to it. You cannot find the beginning of the chain that brought us from there to here. Should you regret the whole chain, and the air in between, or each link separately, as if you could uncouple them? Do you regret the beginning which ended so badly, or just the ending itself? — White Oleander

All in all, I have no regrets. The sun still shines, the sun still sets. The heart forgives, the heart forgets. One more kiss, even though it’s come to this. I’ll close my eyes and make a wish… hoping you’ll remember.


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